Thursday, August 30, 2012

Home

We brought Simon home last Friday. He is 8 days old already! Time has been going quite fast since we have been home. It has been going really well too! Simon is a laid back, sweet, sweet baby. He has been really sleepy and so cuddly.

Lillie was so happy to have her baby brother home. She thinks she needs the pillow under her arm to hold him. She tried to hold him without it and she thought her "arm was about to fall off."

Three brothers! They are getting lots of time together in the morning while Lillie is at school.

Titus likes to sit with Simon on our bed.

The boys thought it was so funny to see Simon without his clothes on. But Titus wanted me to put his clothes back on him before he held him because he "didn't want to feel his diaper." Ha!

More brother time!

We went to his one week check up today and he seems to be doing really well so far! He had lost a little weight in the hospital and hadn't quite gained his birth weight back but it was just an ounce or two off-so pretty good!

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Test Results


These are a couple of pictures of Simon getting ready for his ultrasound. He wasn't so sure what to think about it =)


We had a sonogram done of Simon's abdomen on Thursday afternoon around 2:00pm. Then a few hours later the surgeon said she would like a CT scan done, with contrast fluids. They put an IV in his head, which he actually did not even cry for. They gave him a little pacifier to suck on and the nurse really knew what she was doing, and it didn't seem to hurt him at all! But we had to leave it in all the way until it was time to go home, just in case the doctors would order more tests that required an IV. He cried more trying to get the tape off than he did sticking a needle in his head!

About 6:00pm a CT technician came to the room to give us a baby bottle of water with some other stuff in it that would help to show his stomach and bowels. And told us she would be back at 7:30pm to get us and Simon and go down to CT. They had me in a wheelchair carrying Simon and Matt came too.

Simon got the CT scan done and it was a really short test. He was only lying on the bed thing for about 10-15 minutes total and that wasn't doing the scan the whole time. So we were thankful that it was short! And again, he did great, not one peep out of him!

We spent a second night at the hospital and were hoping that it wouldn't take too long for the surgeon to look at the scans and let us know what was going on. But again, we had to wait all morning and into the afternoon for anything. 

The surgeon came up to our room around maybe 2:00pm and sat down and told us that, indeed it was a neuroblastoma tumor. She thought by the sonogram that was probably what it was but was still hedging just a little and said to herself "These parents need an absolute definitive diagnosis" so that is why she went ahead and ordered the CT scan. She said doesn't like to do CT scans of newborns if at all possible but felt like she needed to in order to know for sure and get a better picture of it and where it was.

It was only about 3cm in size-so it actually showed up a bit bigger by looking at it through me and into Simon. And it had good borders, it wasn't invading any other organs or seeming to cause any harm or damage to Simon at this time. We praise God that he did not need surgery immediately!

With it being a relatively small tumor, the course of action is very very minimal at this point. We are to set up an appointment with the pediatric oncologist for next week. So I am sure we will be thinking of questions to ask him.

And the surgeons office will be calling us to set up monthly sonograms on Simon to monitor the tumor. We will also be checking his urine for the catecholamines-I think monthly as well. If the tumor grows for 2-3 consecutive months or has any unusual changes that seem concerning, then we will talk about removing it. Also, if the catecholamines in his urine start to increase then that would be another reason to start talking about having it removed sooner rather than later. 

(Catecholamines are certain hormones that the adrenal glands produce. Back at the very first specialist appointment-she described them as the fight or flight hormones)

She told us that in Japan, neuroblastoma is very rampant and that all newborns are tested over there for it.  That is where she is getting their treatment plan from and how they know some of these facts/statistics. She told us that, these smaller neuroblastoma tumors, will often go away on their own. Up to 80% of the time over in Japan, they go away without any treatment.

She feels that surgery right now is a higher risk than the risk of the tumor growing/spreading. She said that she and the pediatric oncologist were in complete agreement as to the treatment plan. She said that even if this was her own child, these are the steps she would be taking. She assured us that if it was causing any problems, that they would be down in the OR right that afternoon getting it out.

Also, we think we understood her, that if it did not go away, even if it did not grow/change, that once he was older-closer to a year, then they would do surgery and remove it. 

We may call St. Jude down in Tennessee-the leader in children's cancer treatment and research-and see what they have to say as well-if this is the plan they would go with also. But right now, we feel confident that we are in good hands and are trusting God to guide us.

We were able to get started right away with our dismissal papers after the surgeon left and were able to come home last night to our own beds and be together as a family again! So nice. Simon is a complete sweetheart and so far seems very mellow. Lots of squeaking and little grunts but not too much crying. Daddy even rocked him out in the living room for a couple hours during the night so Mommy could get a little sleep without his little squeaks around =) But I love those little newborn sounds right now! So very sweet! And his big brothers and sister love him to pieces and haven't stopped asking to hold him. Lillie is just watching over him so well!

Thank you all for all the prayers and all the encouraging comments. They mean so much to us! All the verses posted helped us and encouraged us so much and just seeing how much everyone cares is amazing. We are so thankful for all our family and friends and our church and even strangers who are praying for our family!


-I will probably do a post about his birth soon but just wanted to get out an update of the test results.


Sunday, August 19, 2012

Sneak Peek

Just a quick little update and sneak preview of our little guy. These 3D sono pictures were taken at 37 weeks. She said they don't usually get a good 3D of the face but a pocket of fluid just happened to be in just the right spot! These are the first 3D pictures we have ever had of any of our kids and it is just amazing! This first picture here she labeled where he has a big toe underneath his nose and his hand by his face as well. He almost, almost put his toe in his mouth while we were looking but then he just didn't quite do it. But that would have been so funny!


I have one more sonogram scheduled early this week then Baby is scheduled to be here soon! Which we are very excited for and yet also nervous. We will be glad to get some questions answered after he is born! We are trusting God, that he will place the right doctors in our path and give them the wisdom that they need to make the right choices for our baby! And that we will have a peace about the course of action they choose to take. Or not have a peace about it, if it is not the right thing. Sometimes we just have to let go and trust God to guide us, instead of trying to manipulate things to go the way we think they should. Not my will Lord, but yours be done. Sometimes it is hard to not be in the drivers seat.

 Still just more of the same as far any changes in the mass. Still don't know for sure what it is exactly. It is growing along with the baby but not totally sure if it is growing more than the baby. If that makes any sense. The sono tech, said she thought that it was not growing at a rate faster than what the baby is growing at. But I don't really know! The last measurement last week showed that the mass was about 3.6cm. (which would be 2 cm bigger than the very first time it was seen) The specialist still doesn't think it is behaving like a bleed and she really does not think that it looks like a cyst. So we will try and get it figured out after he is born when they can get a clearer picture!

We are excited to meet him and to show him off to everyone! Looks like he has got some chubby chubby cheeks on him! And his lips are just so cute! Thank you everyone for praying for our baby and our family!